The Fabulous Valse of Amelie

Once upon a time, there was a girl who learned that the meaning of life was being part of other people's lives. And that the best of all is the meeting and the chance of being really special to someone.

If you want to feel good, press play.




La Valse d'Amelie de Yann Tiersen
Sound track of the movie Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain
(France, 2001, director Jean-Pierre Jeunet)
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Bad dream

Last night I had a bunch of scrambled dreams, it was very disturbing. I was in the dark and could not find the ligh switch, stumbling on stuff thrown around on the floor. I felt the imminence of evil, the possibility of danger, a very bad fear, I don't know. Then I got to open a window, but it it was all dark outside also, so it didn't help me much. I rested my elbows on the window frame and decided to smoke a cigarette, so I could think about what I was going to do. But my restlessness started again, because I could not find my lighter in the darkness.
Last night I had a lightmare.

Mirror, mirror on the wall!

- oh boy! I wish I could be a bird today.

- how cute! like a humming bird to fly and kiss the flowers?

- no. like an ostrich to hide my head under the ground.

Not even I can stand myself !

I wish all my friends would be online all the time and write and call all the time and wanted to talk to me all the time. I wish everyone was available to me all the time. I wish life was a big happy hour and everyone liked me. And that all my dear friends lived nearby and we could see each other every day, and could talk and talk, sitting at a bar table. Done! Then it would be allright.

(I know you had to go and take care of your lives... but it´s been fucking hard.)