Mirror, mirror on the wall!

- oh boy! I wish I could be a bird today.

- how cute! like a humming bird to fly and kiss the flowers?

- no. like an ostrich to hide my head under the ground.

Not even I can stand myself !

I wish all my friends would be online all the time and write and call all the time and wanted to talk to me all the time. I wish everyone was available to me all the time. I wish life was a big happy hour and everyone liked me. And that all my dear friends lived nearby and we could see each other every day, and could talk and talk, sitting at a bar table. Done! Then it would be allright.

(I know you had to go and take care of your lives... but it´s been fucking hard.)