social human, creature of nature. a being. an animal.

for the world as we know it today, when it is not about the survival of the fittest and reproducing as a species, some evolutive human features can be a little harsh.
i watched this cute dustin hoffman video and started thinking...


i feel so moved by culture and values and free will, that i ususally find myself fighting biology.
i want reason to prevail, i dont want to overpower the weak, i want to cultivate our human traits that go towards a better world. i want to tame reckless destructive impulses. and mostly, i don't want to be a gender stereotype.
silly me.
i have not and i will never be something different than a woman.
but i brought myself to not being a mom.
 and then i will die without this big experience of biology. or love.

Hostel

Bring your ID,and tell where you come from.Yes, there is room for you. Always.
Here you can find almost everything you need.
Look, feel free to take whatever you want.
You stay for a while. Enjoy yourself.
Then you pick up your stuff and go away.
If you are around someday, stop by maybe.

Well, that is basically it:
You arrive when you want, stay as much as you want, and leave whenever you want.
Come back if you want.
This way, it feels good for everyone.
Except it doesn't.